CPAPmanLives

So one of my original CPAPman super powers was seeing beauty. As I was flying over the Rockies I look to my left and see this: Then realize what I’m looking at so I capture this: Snowmass, Colorado where it all began. Where I became a man. Or more correctly, where I left my childish things behind.  So I land home in Grand Junction and see some beauty that I had seen the year before not long after becoming the C-Man: Makes me wonder. Are the flowers becoming more and more beautiful or is my ability to appreciate their beauty continuing to grow? I think it the later. Seeing the beauty in an Iris is one thing, I am hoping grow the ability to see the beauty in everything. Now that will be a superpower that just might save the world!

Still sporting bobby-pins and still scoring 8 hours a night of blissful, restful, recuperative sleep a night. Truly a miracle. Has been a while since I posted here as the C-man, months. Been focusing on my latest blog www.ipraytoGodmysoultokeep.blogspot.com another miracle in this new life of mine. But, that will wait! Had dinner with the original  Had dinner with J. He got me on CPAP because it changed his life. It has undeniably changed mine also. We both agree it would have undeniably saved our father from his horrific demise. The end. why did I cut it short? Because I wrote this damn post three times and every time it deleted itself as I finished. The back story of the Cmen will have to wait for another episode.  In fact, it may have to wait indefinitely as I just realized what a horrible name the Cmen is, seriously bad. If you don’t get it just say it out loud. CPAPmen doesn’t ring either, maybe stick with the Beef Brothers or Beef Bros. 2.0 ok maybe the worst post ever and it wil

Cman discovers the power of simple. With a few bobby pins he is saved from despair. A small repair saves him from the fall. The beauty of small. The sound of being still. The motion of silence. Night after night he sleeps well. He breathes. He rests. He grows. He knows what he has never known. He needs very little. The world needs no superhero. His world is. Perfect. His strength is his weakness. His power has come from the parts Him that were weak. That are weak. His broken heart was not ever broken. It was open. It was broke open. It was not made to feel less. It was opened and felt more. His feelings made him strong. His sensitivity made him super. His fragility gave him a special ability. His humanity was revealed and it was gentle. It was loving. Giving. It was real. Has purpose. Is in itself self evident. Being. It is enough. Human being. Now that he could breathe while slept. Now that he woke from sleep and not from the dead. He woke to life not dread. He woke with Insight. With