Flight of Beauty 

So one of my original CPAPman super powers was seeing beauty. As I was flying over the Rockies I look to my left and see this:


Then realize what I’m looking at so I capture this:


Snowmass, Colorado where it all began. Where I became a man. Or more correctly, where I left my childish things behind. 

So I land home in Grand Junction and see some beauty that I had seen the year before not long after becoming the C-Man:

Makes me wonder. Are the flowers becoming more and more beautiful or is my ability to appreciate their beauty continuing to grow? I think it the later. Seeing the beauty in an Iris is one thing, I am hoping grow the ability to see the beauty in everything. Now that will be a superpower that just might save the world!

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